Sometimes...

A few tears rolling down my cheeks as I just get off the phone with my mom, the girls are spending the night. They will often spend the night Thursday's to help with my school work, my early mornings and to just provide a simple break. But today I dropped them off at 5:25 a.m. and I won't see them until Saturday sometime. This is unusual and well I will miss them. I love them so much it is so hard to be away from them. That is why I have tears...

I heard Ellie crying a little as I was trying to tell her goodnight on the phone and it made me cry. I couldn't pick her up and comfort her. Hadley was great, she and I had a wonderful conversation. She is finally at that age where she understands that phone and how it works. Ellie barely talks into it.

I know it will all be alright... but I worry... it is normal.

Yesterday Hadley went to preschool screening. Everything is great. Grandma took her as I was in class and the report from her was wonderful too. So much has changed I guess since we (myself, Chad and Andrew) went to school, my mom (grandma) couldn't believe it! The teacher who examined Hadley said she was a delight to be around.

Sometimes...
I wonder if going back to school is right, I know it is but it is just so hard to be away from my little ones. I am so fortunate though that they get to be with Daddy, Grandma and Papa a lot!

I miss them a ton!
Hopefully they know I love them to pieces and my love will always find them wherever they are.